2001-05-25 ± 1:41 p.m.
I WANNA ROCK!

I can say in all honesty that my biggest fear has always been the fear of being average...the fear of fitting in so well that I blend...the fear of living a completely dispensable existence.
yesterday I was thinking about my future...my next two years are tied up (or should I say lasso-ed?) in Houston...but after that? I don't really have a desire to be a teacher for life...and though I've always said I'd go back to school and become a Dr. of something...I really can't bear the thought of going to school for 5 more years.

I have to figure out how to become a rockstar...soon.
or a pulitzer prize winning author...
or the ruler of a small island...

perhaps I'm a bit unrealistic. a few weeks ago my best friend and I decided that our dream would be to move to Holland with our soul mate's (she has the advantage of already having met hers) and become marijuana farmers. We'd grow our own food and sell our primo weed (legally) to cover our expenses. we'd travel whenever we wanted and raise our children far away from corporate america.
here's to hoping we don't end up living in some midwestern suburb as dejected soccer mom's...the highlight of our week being a new episode of 'ER' or an appearance by Tom Cruise on 'Rosie.'
I'd impale myself on my white picket fence.

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