2002-11-21 ± 9:52 a.m.
el norte

I can wonder (not wander) my way into paradoxes which temporarily cripple my ability to understand the possibility of my existence.

I can not distinguish between desires and logical assumptions, cravings and gut reactions.

I am planning my future. Mountains of debt and another move across the country. And I want to know if this is "right" or at least "best for now" or maybe even just "going to be worthwhile." And reason might tell us that I would be the individual who could shed light on the appropriateness of my self made life decisions. And herein lies the rub.

And I'm told to "sit down and think" to which I reply "I do." Then I am instructed to "really think." and then I am dumbfounded...oh really think...I'll try that next time.

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