2001-07-07 ± 6:19 p.m.
you don't have to stand up to get pushed over

intense

that has been the theme of the past three weeks...little sleep, long hours of listening and note taking, and crying and re-evaluating.

every day I change my mind at least three times...I want to stay/ I need to go / this is the best thing I've ever done / I'm making the biggest mistake of my life.

I want so badly to feel contentment. more than that, to feel fulfillment.

and it all comes down to knowing what you want. how you want. when you want.

it's become my goal to become aggressive, tenacious, completely joyful.

I got my job for the fall...at the most diverse high school in the nation...33 different languages spoken, students from 60 different countries. and they decided that I'm qualified to teach them English.

I'll take their word for it.

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update - 2003-11-04
girl...you'll be a woman...soon. - 2003-08-12