2001-11-06 ± 9:52 p.m.
"is loving everyone the same as loving no one at all?"

things become habitual. they leave well worn trails in the woods of your youth. and like the tear tracks practically road-mapped on your face, these trails are hardly welcomed...but are somehow oddly comforting.

i spent yesterday obsessing over a song lyric because i felt that it might just hold the answer to all of my emotional hang-ups...

"She said love, love, love is everything

I said ok, I guess, whatever

She said what does that mean

I said nothin, it's just good to have a backup plan

She said I guess that means you don't got love

I said maybe I love everyone

She said that's the same as lovin no one

I said ok, I guess, whatever" (for a sound clip go to

http://www.danbern.com/newamericanlanguagelyrics.html)

monday was spent in a quandry...what if my emotional dysfunctions stem from my inability to specify love.

i dismissed this all last night...but it's still an interesting theory and perhaps sometime, when my eyelids are less lazy (i love aliteration) i'll share my story.

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